- 5 years ago
- Wedding: May 2013
I need to complain and I cannot do it on facebook… so please just bare with me.
Last week, we got back from our Christmas trip to visit my family and immediately got DUMPED on at work. The most important days in my career have occured during the dates of 1/2 and today. Then on top of that, 1/3 is my fiance’s birthday. On his birthday, my best friend called to tell me that her mother was dying. She had been sick but was given 3 years to live and it was very unexpected. I have spent countless hours driving to be with her over the last week. Then, on her mother’s funeral day, my boss said that i could not have to day off. 🙁 the day before the funeral, another good friend of mine was put on bed rest and I am throwing her a baby shower this weekend so all the details with the caterer, etc had to be worked out. The same day that she got put on bedrest, ANOTHER good friend of mine text to tell me that her brother had hung himself. 🙁 HOLY CRAP…. I obviously cannot vent on facebook because my stress is not even a tiny bit of the stress of my dear friends. I’m just SO incredibly stressed. I dropped a jar of jelly on the floor last night while unloading groceries and bawled. My poor five year old son ran to hug me and said he would go find my fiance to get more jelly right away. I just melted down. I feel like I need to literally be in 4 places at once. All of these good friends live an hour away because I had moved a year ago for work and to be closer to fiance. I haven’t been the most pleasant person to be around. I’ve been short, overloaded, moody, and on edge. My fiance got angry at me last night because he said I was very disconnected. So then he got angry and isn’t talking to me. I just feel done….. I am so DONE with the start of 2013… sigh… Hoping things get better next week. Baby shower #1 tomorrow after work, followed by funeral for frien’ds brother. Saturday morning, drive to best friend’s house and make lunches and lay out clothes for when they return from the out of state burial of their mother. Then throw baby shower #2. Concert tickets for Saturday evening… Sunday… NOTHING…. 🙁 I sure hope fiance can forgive me for being so moody this week. I know he has tried VERY hard to support me and help me help other people. I didn’t mean to be so moody,,, 🙁
Can you believe that 3 of my cloest friends are all in crisis at the exact same time?! Oh, and right in the middle of the top of my project at work?