- 6 years ago
hi all, not engaged yet but in a serious relationship,
im confused how i feel about my partner, been together 2.5 years now, and i think i love him but its a bit dull, im only 21, anyways i have never really had cose male friends, (like one on one friends) until this year, and now that i do i am finding myself becomming intrested romantically pretty easily, particularly in one, the others i just find attaractive,
but the one i feel attracted to is not that good looking, my current bf is better looking, plus he already has a girlfriend he is happy with, i guess ive kindof started chasing him a bit, im not sure why, his funnier than my bf which i find important,.
i dont know if i just want him cause his unobtainable or somthing..
i guess i feel like my bf and i cant click or talk the way we used too, although i am under an insane amounto of pressure at uni at the moment whih may be the problem a bit
-_- im not sure what the point of this post is, just trying to straghten out my thoughts,
i feel like my current bf is a bit like the guy on his just not that into you who chaces scarlotte and she likes but wont sleep with, his kindof clingy but i rely on him way too much to leave him, im dependent on him and nothings really wrong.
but for 2.5 years i wanst intrested in any other guys at all, i think maybe cause im not scared of sex as much also
what do i doo
plus ive been dreaming about him every night! so not like me