- 3 years ago
- Wedding: October 2014
It felt like it was something far away when I joined the Bee…
But SO’s brother is married!
SO and I talked (before the wedding) that, since the W-Day is almost a year from now, we should let our parents now ASAP. (We said the first week of October).
When we talked about it, I didn’t realise that before telling his parents, he has to ASK me.
I can see it coming. I can feel this fluttering inside my tummy.
One side of me is like: IT CAN HAPPEN AT ANY MOMENT!
But the other is wondering if it will ACTUALLY happen. I fear that he might step back and reconsider asking me to marry him.
IDK, he seems to be lost in his thoughts all the time we are together… I don’t want to remind him that we said “this week” a month ago… But he seems to be in another planet and I fear that he doesn’t realise what day it is…