- 5 years ago
- Wedding: June 2013
So I know I am a little crazy. It just happens that way I guess. Im either an extreme procrastinator or an extreme over achiever. Well, for my wedding, I am becoming an extreme oa. I want everything to be perfect. I also don’t want it to look like a 20 year old did it. (My own Age). I want people to look at my wedding and think, “Man, she did an excellent job”. I have seen some people that are my age and their wedding looks just that. Like a 20 year old did it and it is just there. I don’t want mine to look like that.
Also, over the weekend, I lost a preacher, a Bridesmaid or Best Man and a Groomsmen. Preacher will be out of town and Bridesmaid or Best Man and Groomsmen are married (recently) and don’t think they can afford the dress/tux. Thats fine. I understand people have lives. 6Months and 19days until my wedding…. I have asked a good friend of ours if he would get ordained(sp?) and marry us. I don’t want to hire a Judge. No offense to them, I just want it to be personal. I want someone who knows us. Who knows our love and our life. My fiance, he has no problem getting a judge. I just don’t want that.
Then I look at all I have left to do. I semi finalized our guest list last night. I have over 200 people on the list and only about 2 save the dates done. OhMY! I have so much to do and the one Bridesmaid or Best Man who dropped out of the wedding, was the only one that had the time to help. The others, moms, off at college, 10 year old, or don’t live in the state. I look at all I have left and I freak out. And nobody understands why.. It is because I want it done and I want it done right.
My own Mother, has a friend that was going to cater the wedding. I have been telling my mother to call her for over 2 months and she still hasn’t done so. I added the lady on FB last night and I will now take matters into my own hands. I don’t like waiting on the things I need to be done to get done. I have so much on my plate that the last thing I really care for right now, is people telling me when I should do things instead of asking me when I want to do things and what I want to do, etc.
I thought planning a wedding would be more fun than this. I thought planning a wedding, I would get more noticed as a Bride than some crazy over achiever. Tonight-Save The Dates, and a few other little details I can get completed….