- 7 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
We have been cruising along pretty good in all our plans. We both know very much what we want and arent short of ideas and design. However, time is ticking down now, I have been asking FI for months for guest list (finally got today) He is in charge of several other areas, by his own proclaimation and desire, and as far as I knew, done nothing. Got into big fight last night, which btw started in front of his family, only to find out he has been working on things to some degree, just never thought to share…Grrrr What the hell.
Honestly though, I am over that part, and we are back on the same page and have a big planning weekend ahead of us. Now its the money thats starting to super stress me out. Its like the Target syndrome I swear! You dont think things are so much, then you get to the checkout and How the hell did I get to $100 for soap, deodarant, shampoo, etc?! Everything is feeling like a gut shot right now, and I am having wedding sticker shock. We have the money, but I have never parted with so much before…
Lastly, its driving me nuts being in a totally different state planning this! I have no idea who does good hair in Northern Vermont, I am about to give up on having my makeup done and do it myself. Finding vendors feels like a nightmare and I am just AGH! you know?
Thanks for letting me vent some….