- 9 years ago
- Wedding: September 2009
I’m getting married in about 3 months now, and I’m counting down the days!! I’m super happy to be getting married, but I am more excited to just actually be married. The actual wedding is making me stress with all of the details. But it has been a long year with a lot of drama. We ended up losing two friends because of silly drama. I almost wish we had decided to have a very small wedding with just our best friends and immediate family on a cute boat or something, lol. I mean I’m happy with the place where we are getting married, it’s gorgeous, I just didn’t know about all the crap you have to deal with when planning a wedding. People get very competitive, and sometimes ugly when planning a wedding, and I had no idea this was possible. My fiance has been the best husband to be a girl could ask for. He has helped with whatever I have needed, and been a great rock when things get out of control. I thought it would be hard on our relationship trying to plan this, but he has been the best. My girl friends have been great, and most of the guys, minus the two who aren’t in the wedding anymore. I am excited to get married, but I’m very nervous of all the details that still need to be finished, and hearing everyones opinions every two seconds. I’m not a showy person, and I’m really nervous when I think of everyone looking at me all day, and having to entertain all the guests. I don’t know if I’m the only one, but I keep dreaming of the day after our wedding, when were married and can get on with life, lol. And go on our HONEYMOON!!!!!! Let me know if you feel the same.