It was suggested that I write a new thread, so here.
I’m pregnant, they think about 5-6 weeks (waiting for exact). It was a massive shock and very very not planned (on BC). Forgetting timing (getting married next year and not planning on having kids for another 2 years or so). I have medical issues that make it difficult.
And now I am worried sick, nervous and anxious and then more worried.
Around the age of 21 I was attacked – it was a vicious attack, ended up in hospital and needed more than one surgerys.
One of the areas affected by the attack was my uterus.
I was told then that if I ever wanted to TTC I would have to seek medical advice – about implantation, carrying to term all of it.
I spent yesterday at the hospital – I had countless blood tests and have a ultrasound (all they can see is the sac but it was also to look at me and how my uterus is doing.)
At the moment it is okay but at 5-6 weeks it isn’t under as much strain as it will be put under.
I have been told that I will have to have scans every week, I’m now on a load of meds.
Their plan is to get me to 12 weeks then rethink tactics to try to get me to 24-26 weeks.
SO is away with work so isn’t here.
So so much could go wrong
But there is also a little bit of me thinking that if I managed to conceive while on BC and then it managed to implant itself (when they said it was a high chance it would struggle) is impressive. And maybe if it can manage that it will cope.
But what if I can’t, or my body just can’t cope.
I have been told that any twinges or anything I have to go in straight away – I’m on very very close observation.
I don’t really know what I’m asking, but has anyone been here before (at least in some way) because I am so worried, frightened, nervous and so anxious.