- Rosie Girl
- 8 years ago
- Wedding: September 2010
I’m really frustrated right now, and probably not stepping back and looking at this from the big picture, so I’m venting to you guys for your opinion to see if I’m completely wrong! Ok, here it goes!
A little history for the story! My senior year of high school (I know, I’m taking us back!) I was a wrestling manager and the other manager became my BF. We spent ALL the time together, a lot for wrestling, its like a full time job!, but also when we had free time. The next year I went to school in a different state and we still stayed in touch, emailing, writing, even visiting each other. She graduated the next year and went to school in another different state. We still stayed in touch, as much as we could, typical for living in different places. Even when she went to Spain for a year we would talk through FB and MySpace and on the phone when we could. She came back this last summer for a few weeks and we spent all the time together and did so much and it was great, just like it always was.
She is really good friends with my FI. They used to hang out in high school and party all the time together. One of her BF dated him for a few years too, so they were close. Well, I don’t think she is the happiest about us being together. No one really seems to support us actually. 🙁 (thats a different story though!)
Well, I asked her to be my MOH. I love her! She is my only friend that has always stuck with me and stayed my friend for YEARS. I always told her even in high school that she would be in my wedding. I want her to be apart of it, but I don’t really know if she does!
This sounds so childish, but here I go! She is back for Christmas break. Before she got here she was writing all our friends on FB how much she misses them and can’t wait to see them and how many days she has left until she gets here and all that stuff. Well, she NEVER wrote me once. I called her a few times and asked her, then she would tell me. But she never even sounds happy on the phone. She told me 2 different times now since she has been here that she will call me later so we can get together and do something, and then I never hear from her.
I don’t know what is going on, or what to do! I want her to be happy for us and be excited to be a part of this really important day. I don’t feel like she is though and it makes me so sad. What do I do? Am I being selfish? Or over analyzing things? Help bees!!!!