Post # 1
Just a vent.. another one of my friends got engaged yesterday. I just showed the text to my SO and he was laughing at me. Ugh now I’m past the point of being excited for people and just get mad.. and that’s sad, I don’t want to be that girl.
On a different note.. his mom mentioned something about his proposal deadline by the end of this month.. I didn’t want to have to start counting down days and be dissapointed so I told SO to stop telling his mother things because she keeps telling me, and I want to be surprised. I’m trying so hard to not mention it because I feel like it’s going to be soon (within next few months) but if I mention it I’ll keep pushing the date back and back.
Post # 3
- Wedding: July 2017 - Bristol zoo
Aww don’t worry about it XD I just spent half an hour or so explaining to my BF why I get jealous of people (i was mostly referring to weddings but not exclusively – I’ll happily admit to being a petty person hurr). It was partly triggered cause a girl I used to go to church with got engaged last Tuesday, so I totally feel you!
Sorry about his mother, hopefully the message got through, that must have just been horribly frustrating.
Post # 4
I don’t think any of us want to be *that* girl, who just gets jealous of everyone. I do think it’s hard being a waiting be and seeing everyone getting that one thing you want. I’m normally not a jealous person AT ALL of other things in life. IT’S JUST THIS! ugh
I hate it because sometimes I think SO thinks the only reason I want to get engaged is because our friends are engaged….I mentioned being antsy about it to a friend, and she said “is it because so&so are getting married soon?” I’m like “NO IT’S BECAUSE I’VE BEEN WITH MR.MEMO FOR 6 FREAKING YEARS!”
Post # 5
I know what you mean! One of my best friends and her boyfriend have been together for maybe 6 months….he is already looking at rings, and has possibly ordered one. Of course I’m happy for her, but if she gets engaged before me, that’ll be a tough one to swallow.