- 6 years ago
About a month ago, I started having wedding nightmares. I guess that’s because my wedding has become way more real in that time. I’ve reserved my venue, got my dress, been buying little stuff, and talking about it to people. Anyway, it has really brought down the quality of my sleep, and I love my sleep! I get startled out of a deep sleep several times a week with these horrible dreams.
They’re all very similar. I am suddenly standing in my wedding venue in street clothes with messy hair and no makeup, and I realize that I’m at my own wedding and the wedding is that very day. So, everyone begins scrambling to get me ready. Last night someone had my dress and all my lingere in her purse, lol! So, I put my dress on but forgot my bridal lingere. So, you could see my blue bra (I don’t own one) underneath the lace top part of my dress (my real dress has no lace at all). So, I took my dress all the way back off and put my lingere on, then I put a black dress on and put my wedding dress on. Once the dress was on, I was like, “Why do I have this black dress on underneath!?” So, I had to take the dress off AGAIN and take the black dress off. Of course, all of this changing took for.ev.er. When I was done, someone just manipulated my curls with their hands and pinned up the sides of my hair and told me it wouldn’t matter underneath my veil.
After I was fully dressed and doing makeup IN MY DRESS, IN THE CAR, I realized I didn’t have music. This is a major recurring stessor in my dreams. I guess I place a lot of emphasis on music. I am dead set on not walking down the aisle to “Here Comes the Bride”. When I realized that no one had my ceremony CD, I flipped. Someone ran off to handle it but I hadn’t told them the track numbers of all the songs, so I was thinking that everyone would hear her flipping through the songs. I’m not sure if the situation was ever resolved because I woke up sweating with my heart pounding.
Oh yeah, and there were a ton more people at the wedding than I’d invited and I was panicking about walking in front of all of those people.
I am soo tired of having these dreams! I can’t wait to get this wedding over with.