- 9 years ago
- Wedding: February 2011
i am having such an erratic sleep schedule right now. . .what better time to post on weddingbee right?
@MrsFarmer: your numbers look great! you are an ovulating machine apparently! 🙂
@BrianneG: congrats on IUI! hope this is the month.
@LEWife: I am so amazed at your tenacity, CD100+?! amazing. soo glad you’re getting to finally meet with a fertility specialist.
afm. . .(this part cross-posted). . had a quiet weekend. husband was hiking with some guys so I was on my own. just hanging out in the early part of the 2ww. had lunch with a friend who has been trying for what I consider a loong time (almost 3 years) and her attitude is just so awesome, it really helped me put things in perspective by seeing how non-complaining and how not-jealous she is . i mean, don’t get me wrong she wants a baby! but i guess she’s just reached this place of quiet resignation and considering adoption, whereas I am in more of the still very eager/hopeful, but also very impatient phase.
around Fri of this past week I was just getting almost bitter about the whole process (as you can see from my frustrated posts on the ‘do you believe it will happen when you relax?’ thread, haha). so it was really good to talk to her and get snapped out of my selfish perspective.
if no good news on my POAS day on Nov 6, then I’m scheduled for lap surgery on Nov 15th to check out my tubes and also check for any endometriosis. bought some comfy outfits this weekend to wear post-op and started to get really sad and question myself, maybe I should put off the surgery? it just seems so sad and scary to have to be operated on just to help diagnose issues with what should be such a ‘normal’ process. . .having a baby. so anyway, that was my pity party.
fingers crossed for everyone!