- 5 years ago
- Wedding: April 2014 - Rebar
Hello bees in waiting!
I have been with SO for approximately 10 years. And we have had two major break ups in the past 10 years. One was when i was 20 and the other one was recent. Me and him got engaged end of last year, it was a beautiful and perfect proposal. We love each other very much but decided to break off our engagement at that time. There were a lot of things happening with our careers and personal issues as well and needed some time to breathe.
Our decision honestly allowed for us to grow and of course think once again as to where we are going with our lives. There were two things we could have realized one been that we need to move forward or really want this relationship to work out for the best and have a family together. We both of course came to the conclusion that this is really it for both us!!! We have known each other since i was 13 and he was 15. We became best friends and then started dating. Ive known him almost my whole life and it has been filled with such great memories. We have only been with each other and we have had our series of bad patches here and there. The last one of course allowed for us to see our lifes without the other one….and it didnt make sense at all for both us. We decided to come back together and make this 100% real for us. We both do want to get married. Now that we are together he i know he is trying to figure out when would be the best time to propose to me…!!
it has been a rollercoster of emotions…good ones and bad one of course for the past year but i feel like we are in such a great place right now. We have grown so much as individuals and both look at life very differently. I am aware that our break made us stronger and that if it hadnt been for this break we wouldnt have been together. So things do work for the best in some cases!
Now of course is the waiting race!! I am excited…nervous…i honestly thought that since he had proposed to me before i wouldnt have these feelings but i do and it feels great. It feels different because i feel like we are both different people and we are at different point in our lifes. I know my story is very different and uncommon but i do believe that when things are meant to work out no one can rip them apart.
I am not going to lie it has been difficult this whole ordeal since immediate family members and close friends knew about this break up…and it does hurt me and bother me that they have to bring it up with the wrong intentions perhaps. Its less now then before. But i often wonder why do people judge for whats in the past…?
Anyways bees i am leaving it all in the past because joy and excitement has taken over everything they feel and perhaps others. So today i am joining you guys as a waiting bee!!