- 9 years ago
- Wedding: June 2009
The wedding is in 168 hours, or there about. Yes, a Thursday bride by PST time and a Friday bride by whatever time it will be in Adelaide.
I am freaking out!
I put on my size (doesn’t matter) jeans today…which I haven’t worn in a while because I didn’t want to face the reality that they just aren’t as roomy as they were when I met the FH. I’ve been wearing (one size bigger) scine then (same brand). I know this is petty but I now feel FAT. Sure, I moved to the middle of nowhere so that I could work and still be able to take a ton of time off in order to travel but I no longer live near a gym so I run outside and cycle but I haven’t nearly done a enough. I’ve eaten poorly, not drank enough water, forgotten the vitamins a time or 5. I guess this is a case of the "oh, crap, the day is here and I am not the size 0 bride and my hair isn’t as long and I haven’t packed and I still have to pick the rings up tomorrow and travel to Houston all after taking care of the last minute details in Portland.
I realize that tomorrow I’ll likely feel better but dang ….not feeling so good right now.
I do plan to run after work and that will surely help.
Anyone else having freakout?
I am normally so easy going about things. Like packing, if I forget the toothbrush, so what, I’ll buy one. But the passport and birth certificate can’t, just CAN NOT be forgotten, or dry suit and dive gear, and wedding dress and shoes and panties and any of "those" things we might need while on a tiny boat (like less than 10 people) for a week. Oh, and that I am in possession of his most prized possession, the Canon 1D Mark III ( i can’t believe I know more about his camera than I do my dress!).
anyone to offer a little support?