Post # 1
this is basically just a pointless ramble/vent that pregnancy has made me totally unstable and i hate it. and my husband is an ass.
so september 7-8th theres a matenrity expo where all the hospitals advertise and you cna choose one where to have the baby. so you get info and see pics, but you can’t see the hospital in person that day. if you book it on the day, theres normally a discount so its worth doing it then
so today, is an open day at one of the hospitals that i like the sound of where the have a Q&A session, facility tour etc.they dont do this very often. My husband left yesterday at 6am for a overnight fishing trip but *promised* me he’d be back…and of course he isnt. and now it will be too late.
i was so mad and disappointed…i cried for over 40 minsl. and felt a little psychotic like breaking things but i reined it in =S
i cant go alone, the last time i tried to go to something like this the spanish was so confusing i got no real info out of it. and i just wanted to see the hosptial before i have to choose one
so im mad at him. and mad that pregnancy made me this unstable as im not a cryer normally and somehow it feels like the end of the world even though i know its really, really not
Post # 3
@newname_99: You don’t sound unstable. I haven’t been pregnant, but I am sure I would cry too. That would be hurtful and disappointing. I am so sorry you are sad. I hope he makes this up to you. Hugs!
Post # 4
Awh I’m sorry. That’s really lame. I’d have been mad.
If it makes you feel better I started crying in the middle of my writing class the other day. (they were talking about if someone kidnapped your 5 year old would you torture the kidnapper). Being pregnant is hard!
Post # 5
thanks for commenting =) it turns out he broke down on the highway and his cell battery had died. I’d shouted and cried a bit before i gave him the opportunity for that explanation so there’s probably a lesson in there for me. i just need to try and keep things a bit calmer and not get so upset
Post # 6
I’m glad there was an explanation and he wasn’t standing you up. Have you tried calling the hospital? I think some will do private tours if you ask.
Post # 7
@newname_99: I never cried at ANYTHING before getting pregnant.
Then it looked like they were going to send a 6 year old home on America’s Got Talent (I show I hate but Darling Husband loves), and I SOBBED.
And I was reading a pregnancy book to Darling Husband, and it got to a sweet line… And I cried.
And I had to return something to Sears… and I cried.
This was all in the same week.
Pregnancy is HARD!