- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
Hi bees, I’ve another name here but created a new account for further discretion. My fiancé and I went away for a night to a fancy hotel and enjoyed dinner out. Everything was going swimmingly until we had a heavy talk later. It was very personal and I don’t want to get into the details of it, but suffice it to say that while I was glad he opened up and it was good we communicated, it was something I wish I knew about earlier, and it completely turned the tide of what was supposed to be our jolly getaway. Now, hope is not lost, I know. This is something from which we can definitely recover and grow, but I can’t help feeling deflated. Tiny bumps aside, we had been riding such a steady stream of happiness post-engagement and had just enjoyed a successfully fun and creative day of wedding planning, and well, I just knew something would come along to ick it up. What sucks especially is that tomorrow I’m scheduled to try on wedding gowns, something I’ve been looking forward to and finally got up the courage to do (choosing between two dresses, eep!) but now I’m not feeling up to it this very second. I guess I need some encouragement. Thanks for listening.