- Gwen von D
- 10 years ago
So… Lately I’ve been having a sneaking suspicion that my b/f may be up to something. Unfortunetly, I don’t have much to base this on other than my gut instinct and a few comments here and there. Let me know what you think…
A few nights ago I made a comment how I didn’t want to turn 30 on August 7th, and that if I didn’t get out of bed that day, that it wouldn’t happen (silly, I know). My b/f has never been one for b-days, and he’s definetly dropped the ball numerous times. However, his comment to me was: “No! You’re getting out of bed! What do you want to do for your b-day? It’s a big one!” I’m not getting my hopes up for a b-day proposal cuz I think he’d think it would be too obvious. In fact, I’ll be lucky if he takes me out for dinner. I’m not expecting much at all.
Then on Thursday night I went to a BBQ with my family, and my dad seemed extra giddy to see me. He said (with a big grin on his face): “So?! What’s new??”. I replied, saying: “Not much really”. When he replied, he still had the big grin on his face, and said sarcastically: “Not much?? THAT’S a bummer!” It was totally uncharacteristic of my dad.
The second incident occured last night. It probably won’t sound like much to all of you, but this was kinda weird. On the drive home from my sister-in-law’s house we were talking about how I was probably going to Toronto this afternoon to do some shopping and maybe sign some papers with Sutherland Models. But I said: “I don’t know if I’m gonna go tomorrow. I might wait to sign the papers until September cuz I want to enjoy my summer, rather than get called out to auditions on beautiful days where I just wanna relax”. My b/f usually would encourage me to just go and do it, but he didn’t. He put his hand on my leg and patted it, saying: “That’s a good idea babe… You should really do that… Wait til September”. It was just weird… It made me think, does he have something planned for the summer?? Why wouldn’t he say ‘Nah, just go and do it’ like he always does?? Everytime I get invited out somewhere without him, or I mention that I’m gonna do something on my own he always tells me to go for it… Except for this time.
Other than these few incidences, I’m really just going on my gut feeling, some chicken I cooked the other night, and the strange coincidence that I found my dress after 4 years of searching online. Crazy, I know, lol. What’s your opinion on all of this?