- 5 years ago
- Wedding: June 2013
So excited and a bit nervous – last night marked exactly 8 weeks before our big day! Until recently, I had been thinking of it as “months or weeks before the WEDDING,” but now that it’s so close, I’m become more and more aware of the fact that I am about to be a WIFE! Of course I’ve always known this intelectually, but now it’s really starting to hit emotionally.
I love my Fiance so much – he is the greatest guy ever and of course I want to be the best partner, friend, and wife possible. Obviously I will strive toward it every day of my life, and there’s no real reason I should fail at being a wife, but for some reason I’m still somewhat nervous. Anyone else feel that way as your big day approaches?
Ironically, as I begin to worry now more about the marriage than the wedding, I end up with not one, but TWO wedding nightmares last night! In the first one, I realize that I brought nothing with me to the venue. No dress, no shoes, no vendor payments, nothing and I have to frantically scramble to figure something out as guests start to arrive. Ahhh! I kept telling myself in my dream “this can’t be right, this can’t be right” so then I woke up. Relieved, I went back to sleep, only to dream that right after our ceremony I am called into an emergency research meeting and for some reason I go and end up missing the entire reception? What? That woke me up as well and needless to say I didn’t sleep much the rest of the night, hahaha. Oh silly brain.