Post # 31
TwilightRarity : yes this!
My baby is 2 months. He is a terrible sleeper. I hear so many stories of babies his age sleeping 5, 6, 8 hours in a row and get so disheartened. He sleeps 3 in a row if we’re lucky and takes an hour to get back to sleep so between 8:30 and 7 we get…well you do the math. I’m finally starting to get used to running on empty all day every day, but sitting awake nursing at 4 am is still really hard.
My baby won’t let us sit him down either. I still shower and eat but he screams while I do it.
And breastfeeding is the hardest thing I’ve ever done mentally in my life. Baby latched great from the start so no physical issues, but he eats so much (still). People ask what my BFing goal is and honestly it’s just to make it to the next feeding.
That said it is worth it. I love my baby and couldn’t imagine life without him. And from the sounds of this thread my experience isn’t quite the norm so hopefully your baby will be a little easier than mine.
Post # 32
I was 31 when my first child was born.
I’m 7 months PP and it’s been better the last couple of months. I have/had PPD – I was also in denial even though I knew how and who to get help from. I actually didn’t get help till 5months PP because I kept telling myself everything was fine.
The first month was hell with no sleep and breastfeeding – I was extremely anxious as well. Breastfeeding was the hardest thing in the entire world and we ended up supplimenting because it was making me depressed.
Overall, I have an easy baby – never fussy, always happy so that made me feel worse for feeling the way I did – my mental health was shot. Mom guilt was real during that time.
Body image suffered a lot, but finally losing weight on PPD meds. I was always skinny and fit before getting pregant so I hated how I looked post pregnancy.
Post # 33
lovechocolate : Thank you for opening up with your honest feedback! I’m sorry you had/have had to deal with PPD, what an awful experience. I can definitely see how Boyfriend or Best Friend would contribute to that. I’ll be sure to let my husband know the warning signs of PPD in case I, too, enter a state of denial. I wish you have a steady and healthy recovery <3