(Closed) Am I in the wrong for feeling this way?

posted 6 years ago in Parenting
Post # 3
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Helper bee

She sees you as a mother figure because of all you do for her. I think it’s sweet. Please don’t be resentful to her because of your issues with her mom and dad. She’s just a child.

 

I do understand those hormones though. Hopefullt that’s all it is.

Post # 4
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Busy Beekeeper
  • Wedding: June 2011

You are over reacting, you are still a parent to her, yes a step parent but still a parent. In that little girls eyes you are also her 2nd mommy.  She doesn’t know any better to call you something else. I would just get over it and be the best step mom she has. 

Post # 5
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: May 2009

I am neither a parent nor a step-parent, but yes, I think you are in the wrong for feeling that way.  

First of all, I would be THRILLED that she thinks enough of you to call you “Mama X” instead of just your name.  To me, it’s obvious that this little girl, (you don’t say how old she is), loves you.  That should warm your heart, not piss you off.  You’ve been a part of her life, even if it seems to you to be a small part, since she was a baby.  Be glad she isn’t a teenager screaming at you, “I hate you!” and “You’re not my mom!”

Secondly, your daughter will be this girl’s little sister.  Yes, it’s YOUR first biological child, but she has a half-sister, who, like it or not, exists and will part of her life forever, (it also means that you do have another child, and though not one of your blood, she can be a daughter of your heart if you will let her be).  That does NOT mean she has to “grow up in her shadow,” it just means she will have a big sister.  Why is that so terrible?

I don’t know if this helps you at all, but when I was little, my parents did foster care.  One of the girls called my mom “Mom” and it made me really mad…that was MY mom.  I talked to my mom, and she encouraged the girl to call her by her first name instead, which the girl did.  Now that I am grown, I really regret doing that.  I bring this up only because I think there may come a time when you will regret your actions and feelings toward this precious child if you continue down the path you seem to be headed.

Post # 6
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Bumble Beekeeper
  • Wedding: December 2010

I don’t want to be judgemental, but I am someone’s bonus Mom, and it sounds as though you didn’t have a good grasp on what you’ve gotten yourself into. 

My bonus son lives with us most of the time (so a little differnt than you), and slowly I have become the Motherly figure (I give more baths, kiss boo-boos, etc) and Darling Husband has stopped doing that stuff and plays more of a masculine role now. I think that’s normal to slip into certain roles in any relationship. Your relationship is not just with your Darling Husband, but there is a 3rd member, his child. 

You do have to be comfortable with what she calls you, that I agree with. 

However, the part that made me so very upset is where you said “I’m so sick of Darling Husband referring to this new baby as the little sister…”  I’ve been dancing around this but honestly, you shouldn’t have married a man with chidren. I don’t see how your relationship will last, if he’s a good Dad. 

You can say hormones, but to me you just sound heartless.

Post # 8
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: November 2014

Agree with the PPs. I understand where your frustration is coming from; she is not YOUR first child, but your Darling Husband sees her as the oldest/his first and your daughter as the younger sibling. Just two different perspectives coming together in one family. I do hope everything works out to your liking. Try to be understanding, though it can be hard sometimes, no doubt.

Post # 9
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Worker bee
  • Wedding: December 2012

If you didn’t want to parent a child that wasn’t yours, you shouldn’t have started seeing a man with a child. She sees you as ‘mommy’ because you take care of her. I called my friends mothers by “momma mindy, momma sandra’ because I grew up with them and they took care of all of us girls and they were just as special to me as my own loving mother. It’s a compliment, not a curse

Just thinking out loud here….her name wouldn’t happen to be Cinderella? Just saying…

Post # 10
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Buzzing bee
  • Wedding: March 2013

I’m all for step-parents and children deciding what they’re comfortable being called, although I usually think it should be child-led. She’s calling you ‘mama your name’ because you are mothering her when she’s in your household. She obviously feels a connection with you. What about being called that specifically upsets you? (this is a totally not snarky question, just a clarification about your feelings). How old is she?

I don’t think it’s okay that the parenting at your home is unevenly split between you and your Darling Husband. I wouldn’t think it was okay if you were both her bio parents, either. It’s not a good situation to have one parent doing all the work, especially all of the discipline, while the other gets to reap the benefits. I think *this* is a reasonable thing to be upset about and something that should be discussed more with your Darling Husband. It’s also likely going to shape the co-parenting you’ll be doing for your new baby.

And just because your Darling Husband calls your new baby ‘little sister’ doesn’t mean your daughter will grow up in her shadow – she will be your step-daughter’s little sister, even if they only share one night a week in the same household.

Hope you get some rest and relaxation and can figure out how to approach your Darling Husband about these issues. Pregnancy hormones are no fun!

Post # 11
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Buzzing Beekeeper

Agreed with PPs I mean… come on now. You’re going to need to step it up (attitude wise) a little if you want to be a family with this man, and yes that 100% includes your step daughter who sounds lovely.

Post # 12
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Bumble Beekeeper
  • Wedding: December 2010

@seg31085:  “I might be a step-parent to her but I in NO way want to or will every try to replace the ones she already has.”

You realize you’ve been around since she was 6 months right? Which means, she doesn’t ever remember a time when you weren’t in her life. Therefore, to her, you are no replacement, but a part of all that she knows. For her it’s not 2 people, it’s 3 people that are her parents.

My bonus son recently found pictures from when he was born at the hospital and asked where I was. When I started to explain it, he got upset with me that I missed it.  They’re just kids who only understand love. How old is she now?

Post # 13
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: June 2001

I think you need to pick your battles with these issues.  I would let the Momma thing go, and be flattered she thinks so highly of you.  The care of your Step daughter is another issue.  I would try talkting to your Darling Husband again about him stepping up.  I had to have this convo with my Darling Husband, and I did it a few days befor a visit from my step sons.  I reminded him that even though I am an important part of their lives, I am not a parent.  Being a step parent can be really hard, but it sounds like you are a great one who has the love ofher step daughter to show for it.  All the stuff about wanting your new LO to be her own person will work out.  It’ll be different because she will be there all the time.  She’ll be the oldest when SD isn’t there, and Little sister when she is.  She’ll probably like being a little sister once in a while!

Post # 15
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: May 2009

@mwitter80:  You realize you’ve been around since she was 6 months right? Which means, she doesn’t ever remember a time when you weren’t in her life. Therefore, to her, you are no replacement, but a part of all that she knows. For her it’s not 2 people, it’s 3 people that are her parents.

Exactly!

My bonus son recently found pictures from when he was born at the hospital and asked where I was. When I started to explain it, he got upset with me that I missed it. How old is she now?


This made me tear up!

Post # 16
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: November 2014

For the record I would not call you heartless…but…of course, no one could replace your step daughter’s biological mom, but what’s so bad about being a motherly figure to her and opening your heart to her AS IF she were one of your biological own? She is your step child now…surely you won’t show favoritism among any of your kids? Best of luck. Transitions in life are tough!!

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