- 6 years ago
- Wedding: August 2014
Although most of the engagements that pop up on my facebook page nearly kill me with jealousy, today the sluttiest and meanest girl (it doesn’t help that she is pretty and has a killer body) from my high school class got engaged to her long-distance boyfriend- I think they have been together for a couple years and he is the same age as her, 22.
My boyfriend and I have been together for four years, and the last year has been long distance. He is 26 and has a full-time job– he’s an engineer and had to move for the job, so he is all alone in a completely different state from me (we see eachother once every couple of months). Although I thought we would be getting engaged at some point this year (he moved last July and we talked about it in December), when it hadn’t happened by the time I graduated in May we finally had a talk about our timeline and it took a few discussions to kind of get on the same page. He told me about a month ago that he’s ready to pop the question and needed to find a way to talk to my parents, but he hasn’t visited since and I’m assuming he wouldn’t do it via skype or the phone. I’m visiting him next week and staying for two weeks while interviewing for a job there, but I’m not expecting anything since I don’t think he’s had a chance to talk to my parents.
I am just frustrated that I feel like this is taking so long (it’s really my fault for assuming it was happening all year when we really only started talking about it seriously a couple months ago).
At least her ring isn’t my style… otherwise I would be pulling my hair out with envy. But still, now I’m all anxious that he could be getting (or already have gotten) one like hers since he hasn’t asked me what I like.
I know this whole post sounds bratty and bitchy. I’m sorry. Everyone else in my life is so sick of hearing my bitching and they won’t talk to me about it, ha. I’m venting here because it’s all I can do to NOT. BRING. IT. UP. TO. SO.