Post # 1
Well not gone out of my life gone – but FI is driving over to the other side of the country for a job…and on my first day without him I am in NOT so sunny FL this morning while it pours down with rain – I think the weather feels my pain 🙁
I just needed somewhere to get out my feelings this morning as my stomach is in knots right now and I feel so lost… Crazy because we were in a LDR prior to me moving here to be with him – but he was laid off 2 months ago and not able to find anything here so accepted a position over the other side of the country. While I stay here until I find a job out there too 🙁
He left me notes around the house so this morning I was finding them as I was getting the dog sorted and myself ready for work but that just made the tears flow more!! and before I set myself off AGAIN I better stop right now as tears at work will NOT look so good!!!
Yikes I’m not sure if I just made myself feel better or worse writing this!!!! oh how I hate LDR…:(
Post # 3
I’m sorry girl. I hope that you find a job soon.
Post # 4
@MrsSaltWaterTaffy: Aww thank you – I’m hoping and praying so too.. 🙂
Post # 5
I love the fact he left you little notes to find… and hope you find a job soon so you can join him sooner rather than later….
Post # 6
I am sorry, I could not imagine being in your shoes. I hope you two will be together again soon. Good luck!
Post # 7
LDRs are the pits, no matter if you’ve been through them before! Sorry you’re going through this! Just remember, it gets better, and it isn’t forever!
Post # 8
i’m so sorry you have to go through this 🙁 i’m in a 2 hour plane right away LDR, and as much as i look forward to seeing him (once a month on average, sometimes we have to go 2 months before the next visit), i’m always already dreading having to say bye. i really hope you find a job there soon!
Post # 9
@happyface: I’m still finding more at lunch – and when he stopped for lunch he sent me an email saying ‘Boo”…just popping up to say I love you… 🙂
Mrs.Jansen Thank you
MrsTahoe Thank you, and yes your right I need to keep my eye on the finish line not the running of the race..
peonia Ohhh I sooo understand I remember the days of doing that as well and the thought of going back to it is really making me sad..
THANK YOU ladies for your support.. 🙂