Post # 1
Thanks so much for your guys’ support through all this. This didn’t start out like we had planned and the news from the Dr. isn’t any different. According to him, where the babies should be at 12 weeks now according to the origional HGC levels and the measurements, they are producing levels closer to 7 weeks… Which is a drop. I have had 5 blood tests as of yet and each one either stays the same or drops slightly. And with twins it is supposed to be much much higher. He said it is possible for things to pick up and that BC hormones could be messing with them but to keep a level head. The reality is that if things continue going the way they are right now, we wont carry to term. Part of me is devistated and another part is hopeful. And another part still hasn’t fully come to terms with the reality that I am even pregnant. All this is crazy and complicated. I go in in two days for more tests and the results of the one they took today. It is absolutely insane how fast this is all happening. One moment it is “Surprise! Your pregnant!” The next is “It’s twins!” and now its “Very close to miscariage”. I honestly hope things level out and pick back up. I don’t know how I will handle it if they don’t.
I hate being a downer and I probably sound so confusing. Honestly, when he was talking it was like I was watching somebody elses life behind a curtain and I took in as much as I could but I know I didn’t fully hear everything. I am just in a daze right now…
Thanks for your support guys. I will keep you as updated as I can.
Post # 3
HUGS AND PRAYERS being sent. Rest up for now and try to stay positive. You have lots of support and love surrounding you.
Post # 4
My cousin just gave birth. 13 weeks too early. The baby is thriving! Breathing on her own, even! So what ever happens, stay positive and optimistic, just like my cousin. It will work out as it was meant to.
Post # 5
@Mrs Hedgehog: Oh my gosh, you and DH have been on such a rollercoaster of emotions this past week. I follow a couple infertility blogs and I knew the HCG wasn’t good, especially if it is twins 🙁 Many thoughts and prayers to you and DH during this uncertain time.
Post # 5
I had no idea you found out about the possibility of having twins! My gosh, this must be throwing you in a whirlwind. I will keep you and Mr. Hedgie in my thoughts and prayers. (hugs)
Post # 6
I don’t know if I’ve commented on either of your other threads, but I’ve been following your posts and I wish you the best. It sounds like all of these major pieces of life-changing news have been a total emotional roller coaster, so I hope everything works out for the best for you and your husband–sending hugs your way!
Post # 7
Take care of yourself (even better let Mr. Hedgie take care of you) and think positive thoughts.
Post # 8
I’m so sorry Hedgie, I hope everything turns out for the best. I’ll say a prayer and I’m sending hugs your way!
Post # 9
Sending good thoughts your way. Just try to take things as they come. It will work out.
Post # 10
Wow. I am hoping the very best for you!!!
Post # 11
I must have missed where you found out its twins!! I am hoping good things for you and hubs
Post # 12
What a rollercoaster!
Sending positive thoughts your way. For better or worse, this is one of those circumstances where you have so little control, and just have to hope that things turn out the best way they possibly could.
Post # 13
Oh my goodness! I am praying for you my dear, I hope everything picks up for ya!
Post # 14
I didn’t know it was TWINS!!! Best wishes and good thoughts for a healthy pregnancy for both you and the Little Ones <3
Post # 15
*Big hug* Sending positive vibes to you, and wishing for the best.