- 6 years ago
- Wedding: August 2013
Gah! I didn’t get enough sleep last night & I know I get a little crazy when I am tired. It was already starting in the mid-afternoon yesterday. It’s probably all b/c I tried to get someone to do some yard work and they never called me back so I spent all weekend doing yard work. Not my favorite thing.
I get bothered at every little thing. It’s like, this is my life as it is & there’s no point getting annoyed about it. I would give examples, but I am concerned they’ll sound like legitimate annoyances. My point is I’m annoyed at myself for not being able to overcome minor annoyances. I can’t just step back and know that some things are not my problem.
Well, I will give you one example so this post isn’t pointless. My boyfriend is very laissez-faire (sp? usage?) and just wants to go with the flow. Meaning don’t do anything until someone asks him. Possibly until someone asks him twice. So his friends all ask me when they want to make plans with the two of us. I have told him many times I don’t want to be his secretary, and more often he has been the one to make plans with his friends when we are initiating. But I guess because I am more responsive (i.e. I actually email or call you back when you call) they always try to contact me to make plans with the two of us. But they’re not my friends. Not in a mean way, just in a factual way.
So, long post about how I am p.o.-ed at myself for not being able to just forward him the emails or tell him his friends texted me, and move on with my daily life!