- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2013
I’ve been having wedding realted nightmares almost every night this week and I still have a week to go. :-/:-/ This one was horribly realistic and sad. My dad went off the deep end and told everyone they looked horrible unlike himself who was wearing his “funeral suit” because that’s what walking me down the aisle was. Iafter the wedding took place and I was leaving I started yelling at him for ruining my wedding and how much I hated him. Finally friends escorted me away and he tried to get me to come back. Suddenly I was in a car with SO, SIL and Brother-In-Law and they tricked me and were taking me back to the hotel so I had to see my dad. I just started yelling again. Something about not even getting pictures.
ETA: I am worried about my dad, he’s had some health problems lately and we thought he had to have brain surgery, thankfully not. I’m also worried about his emotional health and what imoacts the big wedding will have with my brother no longer being with us. After the civil ceremony he got pretty down and became a really big jerk to everyone, especially my mom. I just don’t want that to happen again. He would never say or do any of this and I know that but its still an unpleasant way to wake up. 🙁
All I know is I really don’t want to deal with these another week. 🙁