- 8 years ago
- Wedding: July 2011
So the manfriend has made it obvious that he made the last payment. Like he literally said “so I made the last payment on your.. you know…” So just sort of anticipating the big event… *sigh* it really sucks. LOL.
I guess it totally ruins it when you know he has the ring and that you know its coming soon… I guess I sound a bit spoiled about it since I don’t get a proposal that’s like totally a surprise but more of a step by step waiting game… Oh well.
I’m pretty much bursting at the seams. All I think about is when he’s going to do it or how, and I feel like its starting to get unhealthy. I’m trying to channel my focus on something more productive: work, school, gym, helping my daughter with her ballet & school activities but my mind still wanders to waiting. It sucks. Gosh. Ok. I guess I should get back to some studying and homework… It feels better to get this out. Ha. Okay…