- 8 years ago
- Wedding: December 2013
and i am still 6 months out! i am having my wedding in Jamaica and i am nervous about leaving stuff behind or things not getting booked properly and just about everything that can go wrong, i think i have dreamt it!
i had one dream the other night where i had no place to get my hair or makeup done at the resort. another one where my photographer turned out to be really flaky and missed taking a whole bunch of pics because she was off on her own somewhere (i won’t be able to meet her until 2 days before the wedding, but through email and her website she seems amazing!). i also dreamt i was on the plane on the way there and i still didn’t know if my friend who is supposed to officiate could make it (and i had no back up of course). on the same plane ride dream, something bad happened to my dress….AHHHH can i say stressed and i don’t know why! even when i am awake, i often have this general bad feeling about the wedding like it just isn’t going to be close to anything i want. and i am upset because i feel like i am focusing on the negative too much and then when the day comes, i will continue to focus on all the negatives! and i know everything can’t be perfect which is fine, so why do i feel this way? did other brides feel like this 6 months prior and did it influence how you were able to enjoy your day?