Post # 1
AF came just late enough to get my hopes up, and I started about 5 minutes after walking into work this morning. Im also pretty sure that I have a cyst on my left ovary.
THEN. The first bride that I had today was an 18 year old who was 4 months pregnant, and her mother was telling me about how they were going to have to live with her for a while. The second one was 8 weeks pregnant with child #2 but marrying baby-daddy #1. Im obviously very good at hiding anything I am feeling, but on the inside I was just like “what?? why not me too?”
I hate having to deliver the “I started” message to my husband. Whether it’s in person, on the phone, text, it still sucks hard.
Post # 2
I am so sorry. Struggling to fall pregnant is absolutley soul destroying and not something you quickly forget.
All I can tell you in so hang in there, it will all be worth it one day soon even though it seems impossible now. Best of luck for your next cycle xxx
Post # 3
MrsWolfaith : I’ll join ya! Just had my mc confirmed today after a week long roller coaster. I feel utterly broken and so sad!
Getting pregnant is HARD and I am now seriously side eyeing anyone I’ve ever known who got preggo “on the pill” eff that!
Anyway, I am sorry you are going through this, you aren’t alone even if it feels that way.
Post # 4
I will! I’m sorry that you are feeling down, I totally understand. I’ve been ttc for 3 years and no luck. It’s so hard when other people get pregnant so easily. I’m so heartbroken that I can’t be happy for them even though I wish I could. We’ve pretty much given up.
Post # 5
thumperbear : It really can be at times. Thank you so much for your kind words!
Boxerlover24 : I am so sorry dear! I am praying that you find some peace and comfort right now.
Arae83 : I have been doing a “31 days of prayer during infertility” and there is day about envy and struggle that actually opened my eyes and helped me. I’m so sorry that you are at the point where you feel like giving up.