- 8 years ago
- Wedding: August 2012
I know this is going to sound horrible, but I am actually DREAING my wedding day. I feel so unattractive and I am thinking my Fiance is going to thinking negatively once he see’s me. I actually considered calling it off just to save my own sanity. I am going to be the heaviest girl there (and it is a destination wedding) and am very insecure about it. I haven’t been able to lose the weight due to a thyroid condition and another condition as well. I am extremely depressed, so bad to the point I have not talked to Fiance in 3 days. I know, i am being ridiculous but I can’t help but being bitter.