Post # 47
I am freaking out.
I had my first wedding disaster dream on Saturday night. The dress and veil were wrong (been there, done that), the guests were leaving BEFORE I went down the aisle, my Uncle forgot to walk me down the aisle, I didn’t have a bouquet so I was handed random dripping flowers from a bucket, and my music was crickets chirping and frogs croaking.
I woke up in a less than pleasant mood.
Post # 48
I’m really freaking out now. I desperately need to be dieting but I keep eating crap because I’m so stressed. I can’t figure out the ceremony music, I haven’t started on my super time consuming programs that I just had to have, and I’m still missing over 40 RSVPs and the deadline is in 10 days.
Ugh, and I’m going over budget because I forgot to factor in honeymoon clothes and a rehearsal dinner dress. All within the next month my Fiance is defending his thesis, deciding if he is going to go to a PhD program across the country or get a job, I’m looking for a job, finishing my thesis, we’re moving, getting married…seriously all in one month. Sorry for the rant. I’m just really stressed now.