- 3 months ago
- Wedding: October 2015
So, you would think I would know better, or would have learned my lesson, or at the very least just chilleddddd out after four back to back losses, but here we are again at 8DPO, squinting at a test because I am the worstttttt.
I am going to test in the morning and then we have our first appt with a fertility doctor on Monday (which would be a lovely surprise we don’t need her services seeing as we have 0 fertility coverage and need to come up with everything out of pocket), so I won’t be testing until after that.
HOWEVER, I know people have recently had bad luck with evap lines on these tests. Anyone want to look with me and tell me if it’s either a faint positive or possibly an evap line? This is only on a 3 hour hold. Had a shadow on a cheapie Walmart test and felt compelled to take a FRER. Fir my first miscarriage, I got a squinter at 9DPO and every other time it’s been around 11-14 DPO squinters. This is “pregnancy” number five (I never know if I should count my chemicals as pregnancies – my doctor very firmly told me to allow myself to call them losses and that it was okay to be sad about them, but I also don’t want to be untoward or ignorant towards other types of pregnancy losses that are much further along and traumatic if that makes sense – I’m rambling. Anyways), and as I’ve said before, we have lost four other pregnancies either to miscarriage or chemical, so I honestly don’t have a ton of faith this one will be any different.
So. Squinter? Or incredibly and aggressively rude evap/indent line? For the record, this passed the light test.