- 5 years ago
I think it is coming. I feel it. My SO is not a very good liar, which I think is a wonderfully endearing quality. While he keeps joking about how far away his end-of-summer deadline is and how he still has 3 months to go until September 21st (the last day of summer), he is not very convincing. I think that he knows that I know that it probably will happen much, much sooner than that. You see, I think it might happen as soon as this Friday!
My SO and I are headed on a much needed vacation on Friday. We are going to Mackinaw Island, a place where I have never been but that is very meaningful for him. From what I have been told, it is incredibly beautiful and can be very romantic!
As I imagined what it would feel like at this point when I joined the Waiting List so many months ago, I think I thought that I would feel differently. I think I pictured myself so anxiously excited and filled with anticipation that I would be bouncing off of the walls now. But as those once so far off dreams are now (hopefully, hopefully!) soon becoming a reality, I honestly haven’t felt like that. Instead, all that I am feeling now seems to be an overwhelming sense of calm, happiness, and peace. Even more than ever, I just feel so ready and so confident in us and what we have together. And I am also feeling a sense of surrealness about it all. This sense of, can this really be happening? Can this moment I have dreamed of finally be here?!
Any other Bees feel differently than you anticipated as your hoping and dreaming started to become a reality? Or do any other Bees suspect that your moment is coming soon? How are you feeling?!