- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
So we’ve been married for 3 mos…. we said that we wanted to wait a bit and enjoy being married before we started popping out babies. After a weird gyno visit (which everything ended up being normal)… and my being convinced I was preggers (false results due to crappy test.. I guess it’s called an evaporation line???)….. I kind of have baby fever. I’m trying to ignore it- but it’s getting hard to shove in the back of my head.
Darling Husband and I have awesome communication… but I’m kind of scared to tell him. He won’t be mad… but more…. stressed… or he will think I want to be pregnant like RIGHT NOW.
I’m not ready to have a baby RIGHT NOW… but I’m ready to maybe stop taking the pill and let nature take it’s course. We’re planning to TRY to buy a house this spring possibly… and after that’s somewhat settled to maybe try. I want to start trying and possibly be” knocked up” before I’m 30 (next august) and I’m trying to focus on that plan- but I’m just feeling like “it’s time”… if that makes sense.
I was off of BC for about a month- and liked how I didn’t have any weird side effects from Yaz (had lots of weird things happen). I seriously felt So normal- no weird tiredness, weird spotting or moodiness. I just took my first dose of my new meds… and honestly, I’m kind of sad.
How do I bring this up to hubby? Any advice from anyone who has been in my shoes? He was fine with the idea of when we took the pregnancy tests a little over a month ago. We both admitted we were kind of bummed it turned out to be false. But, he’s made comments lately how he’s glad I’m back on the pill. Ugh. Mixed signals.