- 6 years ago
My SO and I attended the last of five weddings (from this wedding season) this weekend. It was a beautiful wedding with lots of great food and dancing but of course those little green eyed monster thoughts of when is my wedding? When do I get to do this?, began to come up. I was soo hoping I would have a ring on my finger by the last one. I was hoping by the first wedding but I was sure I would have it by now….nope (we went ring shopping 7-8 weeks ago, i know it’s being “put together”)
With all of the weddings it has spurred lots of talks such as when and what type of wedding. My brother even asked my SO and I if we had any dates worth saving. It was kind of the awkward moment where my SO and I looked at eachother and said nothing, I couldnt take the silence so I answered my brother with a “not yet but here is what we are thinking” response. I thanked my brother later for bringing it up, since he is the only one in the family who really has said anything to my SO about a wedding.
At the airport we were buying water and I said i wanted the wedding fun to continue and purchased a wedding magazine. From time to time during this wedding season I have brought them into our home but dam it this time I mean it I want the wedding fun to continue only this time mine!
I have made a couple of impatient comments even to the point of being a snarky. I’m sure I need to just shut it and maybe with wedding season winding down in our lives I can. Sorry bee’s I’m just venting after this last weekend of weddings for me. My SO is watch football with no clue I’m sitting over here steaming as I figure out how to make it through another week of waiting…