Post # 1
Oh bees, I’m just having a not great day. SIL just texted me to pick up a baby monitor for her, and make sure to ask about it if there were no instructions. I cried. I’m sick of hearing and thinking about SIL and her baby. It hurts. I want that to be me.
It bothers me so much that we’ve been trying and I’m not ovulating, and they were and didn’t want more kids and she’s having another one.
Saturday was her baby shower and I spent the afternoon making excuses about why we haven’t had kids yet. I know I’m not the only one who’s in this situation it just sucks and I’m sad.
Post # 3
@anotherbee: I’m so sorry your going through this. It’s so hard when others around you are getting the one thing you really want. You just have to remember that you WILL be a mommy one day. Just try and be happy for her… and it’s ok to communicate to her what your going through. Maybe being vocal about it will help you a little bit.
Post # 4
I totally understand how you feel… DH’s dad has been bugging me for over 2 YEARS to get preggers and we’ve only been married 4 months! It makes it so stressful now that we are trying… I feel like something is wrong cuz we didnt get pregnant on our first cycle lol… so silly that they are making me paranoid like that!
Hang in there hun! When it’s meant to happen it will! Hope you have a better day!
Post # 5
@anotherbee: Aw hun, it’s perfectly natural to feel like this. It’s frustrating as hell being in this position and waiting month after month when others seemingly get knocked up as quickly as sneezing. You know what though, at some point, that will be you. Feel sorry f0r yourself tonight then start fresh tomorrow x
Post # 6
@anotherbee: You poor thing. Its horrid I know. Your time will come, and it will be amazing!
Post # 7
*Hugs* Your feelings are normal, I think! I feel the same way. I’ve even convinced myself and others that we’re “just NTNT” when … that isn’t exactly the case because I feel like such a failure. I hope you start to feel better soon! A good cry and some other self-indulgent things always seem to help a bit.
I hope your day comes soon and you can put these feelings in the past!
Post # 8
@anotherbee: hugs!! I’m so sorry!