Post # 1
I am in limbo….again.
I was at work today and all of a sudden felt a rush (of blood) between my legs, and immediately ran to the washroom, got myself cleaned up as best I could (so.much.blood.) and got myself out of there, and got home. Luckily Darling Husband was where I was, and we got home stat. Got changed and got on the couch, just cried and thought so many awful, awful thoughts.
We had an ultrasound with a moving baby and heartbeat two days ago, I’m 12 weeks today, of course after a previous loss in January, scare two weeks ago, like….am I not meant to be pregnant?!
We did eventually go to the ER, the doctor did an exam, my cervix is closed and he couldn’t see from his view (lovely) where the blood was coming from. They also did bloodwork and they said it’s fine (though, I don’t know what that means), and have me going back for an ultrasound at 10:30 tomorrow morning. So some goodish news I guess, but no definite answer until tomorrow…..
I’m exhausted, like eyes hurt, head hurts, cried all the tears I could cry, just totally beat.
Seeing so much blood and of course still seeing it as the afternoon went on (though, not as heavy as the initial go) I am just totally fearing the worst and now torturing myself watching “Knocked up” which happened to be on TV…..why can’t pregnancy just “be easy”. I knew it would never be easy, but this is so, so tough and I would never wish it on anyone and know many women have endured worse than this, but it still just feels so effdamn awful.
Come on baby……stick with us…..please 🙁
Post # 3
@Beebug: Oh, Beebug! My thoughts and prayers are with you!!!! I know how scary that must have been and I know you have already been through so much. Stay put, baby Beebug, Stay put!!!
Post # 4
Oh my gosh–I’m so sorry you’re having such a hard pregnancy 🙁 I hope you and your baby are healthy, hang in there!
Post # 5
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I hope your ultrasound gives you good results.
Post # 6
Hang in there, baby beebug! And you hang in there, too, mama. We are all thinking of you and hoping for the best! *hugs*
Post # 7
I know how tough this can be. Keeping fingers crossed for you tomorrow.
Post # 8
Oh, no, how awful! 🙁 They couldn’t do an ultrasound right then and there at the ER??? I’m so sorry, hon. I hope your little one is hanging in there… My good friend had random episodes of bleeding during her pregnancy and her baby was fine… I hope that will be the case for you too. I will be thinking of you and saying prayers.
Post # 9
I’m wishing for the best news in the morning. (hugs)
Post # 10
Thinking of you and Baby BeeBug! Try to rest and update us when you know more. 🙁
Post # 11
Pulling for you BB with the strongest thoughts and prayers. I know many pregnancies endure bleeding and other complications and turn out just fine with good prenatal care so I am still optimistic for you. Keep us posted. We are all here for you no matter what. Xoxox
Post # 12
I’m so sorry! I will pray for you!
Post # 13
Feel better soon and we’re all rooting for you!
Post # 14
@Beebug: omg beebug:( I hope this is nothing. You need a sticky baby! Update us as soon as you can please. Crossing my fingers for you
Post # 15
Stay put baby Beebug! Sending sticky thoughts your way xox
Hope it’s just another scare and you can get some good news soon.
Post # 16
Sticky Baby Dust to you!!!!!! Try and get some rest. I know that is going to be impossible but please try!