- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
i know i haven’t posted on here very much but i really need some love right now..
it really has been the worst day ever today.
firstly me and Fiance found out he hadn’t got a job he’d applied for which we were basically so excited about and thought was the ‘one’
my Fiance has been struggling to get a job for the last year and he is literally on the edge of a breakdown about it cause it makes him feel so usless and rejected. and i really don’t know how to to help him or make him feel any better
secondly just after hearing the job news i found out that the place where we are having our evening recption for our wedding in 3 months time has just burned down… totally gutted from the fire and will take 6 months to restore apparently…
seriously why all in one day?!!
also all my housemates are out for the evening and not seeing my Fiance till for like 5 hours and i feel so alone and bleeeurrrggghhh!
sorry to offload its just been a day of rubbish!
i know in the grand scheme of life these are little things but it feels pretty massive right now if that makes sense