- 6 years ago
- Wedding: November 2012
This has been the worst weekend of my life. I am two months away from what is supposed to be the happiest day.. And we have decided to call off the wedding. I am so beyond upset, it’s awful. I don’t want this to be the end.. I know this man is the man I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life with. We have both been so emotional about it all that it baffles me as to how this could possibly be the right decision. I am so in love and it makes it so much harder knowing that his feelings for me haven’t gone awry either.
We have some issues that need to be worked out, but I have faith in us that we could fix them. They are fixable issues. I’m not concerned about how people will look at us or what they might say. This relationship is about him and me and I’m willin to go to great lengths to keep him..if he will allow me. I wish I had the right answers. I wish things never got to this point.. How did this happen and we missed it all while it was happening? I wish that i could wake up tomorrow and my nightmare will be over. I wish that he will allow us to work things out while postponing the wedding. Whatever it takes.
I guess for now, I just wait it out. Maybe he’ll come around. If love conquers all, and he is still in love like he says he is, then I will keep hoping and praying that we will be together in the end – married or not.