- 5 years ago
- Wedding: March 2014 - Brazil Room
I’m 29 and my new husband (since March) is 43. Neither of us have children, so this is our first time ever actually trying to be parents!
I took a break from TTC forums because after a few cycles, I was getting depressed that maybe something was wrong with me or him. We talked about getting fertility testing if AF showed up this morning. We just got back from our semi-belated honeymoon to Egypt 4 days ago and just yesterday my sister gave birth to my new nephew! My husband was happy for her and said “well next time this happens, the roles will be reversed!” but I wasn’t convinced that we would be so lucky.
When we were in Egypt, we both got the feeling very strongly that I was pregnant. When we finally made it back home, I tested and it was a BFN. I couldn’t believe it! We were so sure! (I touched that lucky scarab statue and everything!)
I actually truly believed this morning that it was not going to happen for us. AF was due today, so I thought “what the hell…” and decided to take my last digital test and prepared myself for the same “Not Pregnant” to show up on the screen. But that wasn’t the case!! BFP!!