- 4 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013
So bees first things first I got a BFP! The kind of dark plus sign you get at 10ish weeks!! So here’s how it happened… Last night FI & I were watching general hospital & I busted out some ben & jerrys. It was delicious but I didn’t eat that much. About 30 minutes after I ate it I threw it all up. This is exactly what happened when I was pregnant with dd. So of course the thought came to me that I could be pregnant but didn’t think it was possible that I was so far along thar I was already gettinh sick. Then today I almost got sick from a bad smell then have lunch (a slice of pizza) & throw it up. All dairy makes me sick when pregnant. So stopped & picked up a 2 pack pg test. Figuring since it was about 8pm & I had gone to the bathroom an hour or so before I’d probably be negative or faint. Well took the test before I could even put the test down there was a super dark plus sign! I was shocked!!!
On to the panic… af can be very irregular & I’ve had 3 miscarriages so I’m very nervous right now. Last month af was very strange. Started spotting as usual but af didn’t start for 3 days & then lasted only 2 days. Usually spot a whole day then have af 3- 3 & 1/2 days. Didnt think much of it. About a week later I started spotting really dark brown, then had a day of bright red. Then out of no whewherw a gush of dark brown blood, spotted one more day then it was over. Very very odd.
Now I feel like the fact that I’m sick & the positive was so dark seems like I’d be more then 4/5weeks which is how far along I’d be if you count from the first day of my last pd. I’d make more sense that I was 8/9 weeks but then that would mean that af wasn’t af it was something else. But what?? It makes nooooo sense!!!! I know I won’t know anything until I can see my ob. But that could likely be awhile, can’t even call until Tuesday. Ughhh I’m just so confused & overwhelmed. Worrying that something is wrong already, on top of that our wedding is in 4 months away!!! If you made it this far thanks! I just need to get it out there. And maybe get some encouraging words. Told my best friend she did manage to calm me down. Fi won’t be home until late, I’m worried he’s going to say something stupid & get me upset. He’s so loving & supportive but has a way of saying the wrong thing. Thanks ladies for reading.