(Closed) Borderline Personality sister ruining my life.

posted 6 years ago in Emotional
Post # 3
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Bumble bee

You move to your Fiancee. Thats what is important, and if your sister is going to keep doing what she does, then let her. No one is allowed to dictate your life but you. Don’t ruin a beautiful relationship all because your sister is emotionally abusive to you.

Is she going to be there to give you children and a family? No. But your Fiance will.

Personality disorder or not, it is emotionally abusive to you.

Post # 4
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: May 2013

@bluehydrangeas:  I am so resentful of her basically dictating my life.

She’s an adult and if she does in fact have this disorder, she should seek help; perhaps you should suggest it for her (although, who knows how she’ll take that).  I personally feel that you can’t put your life on hold for someone elses issues.  If you stay you’re going to be always thinking “What if I moved and took that job?”  You’ll grow to resent her and that’s not going to help your relationship either.  Like you said, these emotions she’s experiencing are likely a reflection on her feeling abandoned, not necessarily her goodwill or worry towards/for you and your career.  Also, and I don’t mean this in the wrong way and I’m not a therapist or psychiatrist, but it’s co-dependent to stay and encourage this behavior, right?  If things don’t work out you can probably move back?

…but I do wonder if it is easier
Just because something is easie, doesn’t mean it’s right or more worthwhile.

Post # 5
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: August 2011

Your sister is an adult and she is responsible for her own life. If she’s unhappy or unable to cope with normal stuff like this, she should be seeking help for that. You shouldn’t let her make you feel guilty for living your own life. Your actions aren’t making her weep uncontrollably, she’s doing that because of her own personal issues, I mean, you said it yourself, despite all her crying, she was really just upset about how it would affect her.

Remember, looking out for yourself is smart not selfish. If you don’t focus on taking care of yourself, no one else will do it for you.

Post # 6
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Bumble bee
  • Wedding: March 2013

@bluehydrangeas:  if you already live 3 hours away from each other, it is not as if you see each other daily.  She might be upset as she feels you have a good opportunity that she doesnt.  You still need to live your life, if she has a personality disorder, nothing you do may ever be enough for her.  Sometime you can give and give and give until there is nothing left to give.  Just try to reassure her you can skype, talk on the phone, text, email, visit etc.  Dotn’ change your life (and your SO’s life) for her if it goes against what you really want to do.

Post # 7
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: September 2012

As a recovered borderline myself, I would advise you not to have any guilt over your sister being upset. Borderlines are master manipulators. Live your own life with your own best interested in mind and don’t worry about your sister. If you give in to the tantrums, it will never end. She may not be able to control her feelings of abandonment, but believe me, she will get over it.

Post # 8
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: March 2012

You have to do what is best for YOU, not your sister.  

Post # 9
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: August 2012

My Fiance has a cousin with Borderline personality, and believe me, don’t let her hold you back. This is typical behavior as BPDs are extremely manipulative. People with this condition also have a hard time adjusting to change and can not see outside of themselves. Instead of being happy for you and your new opportunity, she is only thinking of herself and how much more difficult it will be for her to see you. While I feel bad for her sickness, you have to seperate yourself from her feelings. People with this disorder only care about themselves and what XYZ means to them, they have a hard time grasping the whole picture and seeing how their behavior affects those around them. They feel everyone must follow their rules, but the same rules don’t apply to them. It is extremely frustrating, and in my experience, even when diagnosed people like this will never commit to keeping on medications and will always be on and off. She is your sister and you love her, but don’t let her get you down. Her situation is unfortunate, but if she is truly BPD it will be toxic for you to be around her, and you will always hold resentment toward her that she held you back from this opportunity.

Post # 10
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Buzzing Beekeeper
  • Wedding: November 2013 - St. Augustine Beach, FL

Tell her you love her and you would love it if she comes to visit you in your new home with your SO once you get settled in.  Moving doesn’t mean you don’t love her, it just means it’s time for you to move on to the next chapter of your life.  If she cannot understand (and I am guessing she won’t) then you just have to deal with it.  When she calls crying reiterate that you lvoe her but you’re moving and that unless she calms down and stops crying over it, you can’t talk with her about it anymore.  Do not feed into her mental illness; suggest that she see a therapist about it if she doesn’t already do so.

Post # 11
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: August 2012

She can only ruin your life if you let her. Sorry if this sounds insensitive, but she is a grown adult and it is not your job to make life decisions based on her. There is nothing to say that if you stay in your current situation it will make her any happier, or “better”. It sounds like she needs professional help-you staying in a situation you are unhappoy in is most certainly not the help she needs.

Also, think about how staying will affect your relationship with your Fiance. He is your future. Do what will be best for that relationship.

Post # 13
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: August 2012

@bluehydrangeas:  WOW.  She is basically saying she would rather you be unhappy and not live with your SO rather than have you happy.  So… now understanding her motivations, what are you going to do?  This should should be incredibly easy for you to answer.

Post # 14
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Helper bee
  • Wedding: May 2012

I remember many years ago Miss Manners offering advice on some topic or other that came down to ‘state your story and just keep repeating it until they go away.’ In this case, that would mean saying over and over and OVER: “I can tell by your crying that you’re finding my decision difficult to accept, I’m so sorry about that, but I’m sure it will be better for you over time.” “I see this is causing you some pain, but I need to live my own life and be happy and I know that because you love me you will support it in time.” “I’m so sorry this is distressing for you but my decision is final” – Just keep repeating them. Don’t negotiate, don’t waffle, do not allow your family to manipulate you or hold you hostage with their emotions. She *will* accept it over time. And, By The Way, you are not ending your career. If at some point in the future you want to return to finance, you can do so. My sister decided to change careers from stay at home mom to finance at the age of 45 – she did have to get some additional education, but her career is going gangbusters now.

Post # 15
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Sugar bee
  • Wedding: August 2012

@MrsWoW:  “”I’m so sorry this is distressing for you but my decision is final” YES. 

OP, this is exactly what she needs to hear.  She’s bargaining because she thinks she has wiggle room.  This is FINAL.  And you don’t need to answer to her, I understand that you have a good heart but you do realize you’re just kind of her toy right now, right?  Nip it in the bud and start making your moving arrangements.  Good luck!

Post # 16
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Buzzing bee
  • Wedding: October 2013

The catch phrase of borderline personality disorder is “I hate you…don’t leave me!”

 

Sound like your sister?

 

There is no reason in the world why you should not move to take this career change and be with your SO. If she really does have BPD, her thoughts are not rational, and you need to accept that. You clearly have some of your own concerns and fears and maybe what she said is making those concerns seem bigger?

 

In my experience, when it comes to dealing with people with mental illnesses, you need to build some solid boundaries and really try to build up an immunity from some of the things they can say when they are being irrational.

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