- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
My bf has had the ring for about 2 weeks now (being stashed at his parents house as far as I know!) and I had asked him not to propose before I went to Vegas this past weekend since I didn’t want to have to worry about losing it right away! And the way my mother was gushing about what a good time they had with him this weekend at a beer festival makes me thinks he “asked” them for their permission while I was gone.
All along he’s said that it would be after Mother’s day…. but now I’m thinking it might be on mothers day! I was coughing last night and he said “hope you aren’t getting sick. We have a big weekend!” (thinking he meant that we’re going to my friend’s golf tournament and then having brunch with both our moms and his sister and family) but now i’m starting to think it’s more than that. He keeps saying he wants to leave earlier and earlier on Sunday morning to head home from the tournament. And now my mother has this elaborate bbq planned for sunday night for our whole family to get together (grandma, aunt, cousins) because “thats what she wants for mothers day”. It all seems very fishy to me…
And now I can hardly breathe i’m so excited! What if it is sunday!! How am i supposed to act suprised?? And what if it isnt?? Ah! I was really calm before all of this, but now Im definitely starting to freak out…. Anyone have any good methods to make sure I remain calm???
Maybe I just needed to vent… i feel better! I dont want to talk about this with my friends since they will probably think i’m nuts 😛