- 7 years ago
- Wedding: July 2011
Since my first bridal tea I’ve been a trainwreck and I’m not sure why. I am freaking out about everything from the flowers to where to put the gifts we received. My fiance is no help! He went off about the gifts being in the computer room and refuses to help me figure out where to put any of it. He’s got “stuff” already, but it’s junk ( I know I sound awful.) His toaster shocks me everytime I use it. Then there’s the florist, baker, caterer, and the ladies at the dress shop blowing my phone up. My dress is in, but I don’t have time to get fitted because I’m working 50-60 hours a week. My original florist moved out of state without calling me after we had signed a contract, but I hadn’t paid her anything. So with all of this the fiance makes plans for us to go kayaking this weekend, the thing is he invited 3 of his obnoxious friends and their girlfriends. I was livid for no good reason and that’s not me. I do have a ton of things to get done on Saturdays and if I do have a break I don’t want to spend it with his friends that I can’t stand. I know I’m being a brat, but I needed to vent. Is anybody else going through the overwhelming mood swings or is it just me? I’ve never cried so much in my life.