- 6 years ago
- Wedding: October 2014
For some reason, it really hit me tonight that these parties are tomorrow. For me. Usually I’m the one hosting them for friends, or just being a guest… but it’s for me. I hate full on attention, and although I know everyone there – I am sort of getting anxious for it all. I think it’s cos I’ve been to so many and want it live up to what I (and others) have attended in the past. Plus, I’m such a party planning control freak that it was hard not to tell my sister (who is hosting both) what she should do/shouldn’t do. She was very open to suggestions, so I don’t think she minded (her first time hosting these things)… but still. Usually the bride should not have much involvement with these parties, but maybe being older (33), it really doesn’t matter anymore.
I also just want everyone to have fun, even those who only know maybe 1 or 2 other people at either event. When planning parties, that is also a concern. I’m sure it’ll be fine, but I worry… and worry. Which is weird, cos I’m such a laid back person that this stuff shouldn’t make me worry. I received a few texts asking what people should wear, and I told them to wear whatever they feel comfortable in. I just want them to have fun, and enjoy the day.
Maybe I do need a drink tonight, ha.