- 8 years ago
A month ago one of my bestest friends and to be bridesman had a seizure out of no where. Fast forward to now it is a a malformation between an artery and vein that is very serious. Monday the 14th he goes in for a video through the thigh. If this confirms what the CT, MRI and brain scan show he will be shortly going in for brain surgery.
I’ve convinced myself to stay rationale. I know this will prevent a future stroke. I know the risk of complication exists…but isn’t likely. I know things could have gone so much worse had this not been caught. I deep down fully believe he will be ok.
Yet still I’m so so not ok. The guy from the jewlery store called and said the rings are done – and I nearly bit his head off. The photographer e-mailed me and I’m just not even opening it. An Aunt called all we’re having a bridal shower next weekend and I swear had it been in person I’d of punched her. I hate that this wedding is happening. I hate that its way too late to postpone (WAY too much money and family airline tickets purchased). I can’t fathom him not being there.
I’m super emotional and out of no where (not typical for me) am ANGRY just fing angry at this whole thing. Thanks for listening