- 7 years ago
- Wedding: March 2010
It seems that no matter how much I do, how much I try to be a good grown up, I feel like I can’t keep or catch up. I’m working at least 30 hours a week plus taking three English classes at the local community college. Besides all of that I do all of the laundry, general errands, pay the bills, etc. I just feel better telling him to do things I know he can do rather then expecting him to do something and then getting frustrating because he couldn’t read my mind.
Anyways, I feel like we’ve gotten a really good head start on our wedding planning. The only real vendor I need to book is the cake vendor and then finalize some stuff with the other vendors closer to the date. Today we bought our invites, and so on. However, whenever Fiance and I talk about weddings, he tells me this whole list of things that we need to do which just adds to my stress of the 439382938012 things I have going on in my head in any given day.
On top of all of this, we want to try to go away to school after we get married. Like ASAP. Which means that if we want to have a good chance at getting in we will have to apply within the next few months I’m guessing. And figure out scholarships or something. We could really use the money because we definitely cannot afford the full tuition without some help.
Granted we are both working together on making all the big decisions. He’s helping looking for schools, and went with me to run all of our wedding errands, but it’s so difficult when I’m the only one besides him doing all the planning. My parents and his aren’t really helping with any of the ideas. If it wasn’t for you ladies I would be going nuts. And sometimes even my Fiance (like all men) is sick of hearing my opinions on so many things.
I guess I don’t know what I really expect you all to say. I just needed to vent. I was out shopping with Fiance today for stuff and he just started bringing up all the things we needed to do when I was already this morning doing all our laundry, cleaning, dishes, errands, and homework, and wedding stuff. I mean, my brain can only handle so much!