- 6 years ago
- Wedding: March 2013
thank you for your insightful post. Yes, you are right and I guess I need to let go. How, that is another story, as I have no idea. I think a part of me is scared to be vulnerable again and let me guard down. He was the only person i did and he used some of the stuff to hurt me. So I am not ready to do it right now and even when I am, I find it hard.
I think the past two years has been spent focusing on us and him and now I feel lost and a cliched. I think its time to focus on myself and stop obsessing about us and what all is wrong with us. I never thought he would treat me like this right after the wedding, since even till the wedding we both were on cloud 9. It is something I need to make peace with though I still cant wrap my head around it.