- 7 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
I was already getting super stressed about all the stuff we still have to do for the wedding, then my best friend tells me she’s staying in my house for the 10 days leading up to the wedding… That surprised me at first but it’s been okay. And my sister is in town and I really want to see her because I barely ever get to but I still have to work full time and now my best friend is here too and I just don’t have time to see everyone.
My family is driving me CRAZY and they’re not even here yet! FH’s parents don’t get along and I can’t wait to hear how Future Mother-In-Law reacts when she finds out that 1) Future Father-In-Law is not planning on attending the rehearsal dinner in her home and 2) Future Father-In-Law and their two daughters are going to be sitting far far away from Future Mother-In-Law. Then there’s MY family… My mom and her brother and sister got in a huge fight a couple years ago and my mom has mental issues and keeps spending all this money she doesn’t have… I just don’t want to deal with my family at all.
We’re 6 days out now and I am having the worst week EVER. My cat, our little baby girl, passed away over the weekend on the day of my bachelorette party and it was just so horrible. I cried the entire day and wanted to call the damn wedding off. Even FH cried, this is the first time I’ve seen him and it broke my heart. We got that cat when we first moved into our home, before we even got furniture we got our little baby girl, and then a week before we’re going to be married she’s gone.
And then at 4am this morning my car alarm goes off, FH runs outside and someone has smashed my car window in with a rock and stolen my ipod. Seriously?! A stupid oldschool ipod nano that’s worth $30? You’ll smash a window for that? So I got to spend an hour trying to get all the little glass shards out of my car and I just feel like they’re never going to go away… I hate this neighborhood… Everyone in this house has had something stolen in our YARD or driveway, and everyone has gotten a ticket parked at our own damn house from the stupid parking officer… I miss living in a rural area, I hate this stupid city and all the crime and drugs here. We can’t move for at least another two years though…
I am not excited about the wedding at all anymore at this point, I am just excited for it to be OVER! I can’t wait until Sunday night when I get to the hotel with FH and we don’t have to deal with anyone for a whole week on our honeymoon.
Just had to vent a little bit… Kind of hating my life ATM. 🙁