- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
Woke up this morning and thought “Holy s#@*, I am getting married in 11 days.” I am freaking out because I know that there are so many things I am probably overlooking although I am on top of everything on my checklist on the knot.com. Still freaking out though. Just a few days ago I was able to say “I am getting married in two weeks.” Why was that so much more comforting? What a difference three days makes!!!
I guess it doesn’t help that my caterer basically forgot about my wedding. I called her this morning because I thought it was odd that I hadn’t heard from her in a few weeks and she said she would be billing me for money around this time. When I talked to her she basically admitted that she had completely lost track of time and was suddenly asking for details we had already provided like what color linens we wanted. I could hear the panic in her voice. When I hear panic, then I panic. Should I be way worried about this? She has made good since this morning, basically calling every 20 minutes to confirm that every little detail was in order just to reassure me. Every time she confirmed another rental detail, she would call me just to make me feel better. Glad I called. All I did was leave her a message about wanting to add a few highchairs. Imagine if I hadn’t!!!! Close call. It basically made me want to call all of my vendors and confirm that they would be there on my date. Hence the freak out. Please married bees….give me some words of wisdom to calm me down. Lie to me if you have to but just tell me that everything is going to be okay. I don’t have a wedding planner and my mom is not involved. I feel like I have no one to bounce all of these anxious emotions off of. Everything is going to turn out, right? Not all of my vendors are this flakey and they will all do their job and everything will be beautiful……RIGHT? Talk me down from the ledge ladies lol. Please……