- 7 years ago
- Wedding: August 2014
So, my grandfather happened to be one of my favorite people..in the whole world! I looked up to him and out everyone I knew including my parents I only ever cared about what HE thought of me and wanted to make HIM proud. I never cared for anyone elses opinion as much as I did his. He passed last July and I’ve been heartbroken. Moreso over the fact that he saw 2 of my cousins marry and not me. I would’ve wanted him to walk me down the aisle if it wouldn’t be mean to my dad by doing that. ANyway, it’s bothered me so much that he didn’t even get to stay around long enough to see my Fiance propose and know that I would be taken care of. My Fiance in a really sad voice months ago even said “I wish he would’ve known, I wish he could’ve seen us get engaged.”
Point of my story.. I had a dream last night. I woke up and felt very warm and loved .. had this strange yet nice feeling. I then remembered I dreamt about my grandfather and in the dream he hugged me. I can’t remember anything else, I can’t remember if he spoke to me or what was said but I remember him holding me. In 13 months, I don’t think I ever dreamt of him and I’m so emotional over it now. I’m so happy I had the dream though. Just felt like sharing.