- 6 years ago
- Wedding: September 2016 - Our Castle
AquamarineQueen: Ok im on the other side of the fence here and i have alot of emotional baggage..
My Fiance has only been with me sexually and i have been with multiple partners prior to dating Fiance.
You arnt missing out o anything.. as long as you love your partner and are happy with him then thats all you need.. Sex i feel is a fake affection as it only lasts the time your in it.. Due to emotional abuse as a child and teenager the only way i ever felt loved was in a mans arms and couldnt cope with out someone to hold me.. (I was always in relationships and never cheated but relied on these men for the feeling of love and comfort that sex brought) Untill i met my Fiance and i learnt that you can be loved just for you and your company, that i didnt need sex to feel loved.. Its great but i am happy and loved in our relationship and as much as we have talked about possibly swinging later in life to keep everything alive and give him experience without cheating we both arnt looking for other sexual relationships.